I write to you again despite not hearing back regarding my first letter. I was in a state of good health when I sent that message that I, unfortunately, am not in anymore. I am unaware what I have done to upset the Gods but they are punishing me. For the past few days I have woken up with the taste of blood on my tongue, and dried blood around my mouth. I know not what message to draw from this morbid illness. I am fortunate that my occupation is so hidden, and for once I am thankful for feeling invisible. I am able to avoid bringing shame to my family through the misconstructions by other people of my condition. I even try to draw inspiration from my hardships like your story tells. My paintings begin to become more painful and real. I even mix my blood in with the paint for authenticity, though the government would have my head on a stake if I am discovered. They'd even kill me if they found out I had such an illness. The disease may contaminate the spirit of the dead, they would say. I come to you again with urgency. Previously I had no foreseeable limit of time, but now I fear my clock is ticking. I strive to make meaning of my life before I move on. I ask for your mentorship, and for you to bring me fulfillment. I hope to hear back from you shortly,
May you maintain good health,
Osiris Abasi